Absurd

"God was invented to explain mystery. God is always invented to explain those things that you do not understand"- Richard Feynman.

Alrite, but I don't know why can't I understand about that "L" thingy? I think it takes forever to deeply understand about "L".

Thats too absurd, there's no formula to solve the problem and I believe until the end of the world nobody will found the theorem for human love problem. Everyone have to solve it themselves, with their own heart.

I just realized when I typed "with their own heart", me myself just can't use my own heart to solve my own problem, that's it. I just can't do everything irrational. everything have to match up with my logical side, OH GOD WHY THIS HAPPENING TO ME?

I even can't trust myself for loving someone, I keep following what others say and thats sucks. I'M SIXTEEN AND CAN'T MAKE MY OWN DECISION, how pathetic.

*Pardon my grammar -,-